Monday, December 29, 2008

Who Am I To Say

She gets so sick of crying <3

And you were never supposed to mean this much to me..

[Broken]..

People always say that HATE is such a strong word..

And so is love & people throw it around like its nothing

[<3]

[<] You Are My Other Half

Take a sad song and make it better..

And before you let go, remember the reason why you were hanging On...

There Is Always Something Missing

[The Confessions Of A Broken Heart]

You're never really living, until you've found something to die for..

*Colour me blue.. i'm lost in you....*

[Lost And Broken Without You]

& i'm sorry if my eyes don't sparkle anymore..

i'm at this point in my life where i'm just daring someone...

To push me off a cliff, just to see if i'm strong enough to [Fly..]

I knew in that moment that i had somehow become the stranger

Some Things Last Forever, Some Don't..

& For a moment all the world FADES away & &.. it's just you and me..

Sometimes you miss who a person really is..

behind every "IM FINE" is a mind full of CONFUSION trying to find a way out

Out on the corner in the pouring rain

i guess when you are young, first impressions are everythings...

Giving up hurts the most.

Heres to all people who wasted their  wishes

Wishing For A Happy Ending They'd Never Get..

& when u forget about him, don't dare remember me

i don't MISS U i miss the person i thought you were *

it always rains
the hardest, on
the people who
deserve the sun*

You were the first person who made me feel beautiful

Promises are meant to be broken,
i learned that from her...

see maybe this is the problem
i care too much
&& you
well, don't care at all..

&& just forget the world.. <3

Saturday, December 27, 2008

Rainbow <3



I’m not really a “rainbow” person. My eyes are not good in catching rainbows on afternoons and after rains. But this week, God opened my eyes to the magnificent beauty of rainbow.

No I haven’t seen a real rainbow but I had a dream last Tuesday, I was on looking towards the shore, watching the crashing waves. I was counting the waves, listening to the noise they made as they crash to the shore. The water was loud, and yet I was quiet.

Then suddenly, a rainbow flashed in front of me with bright and sharp colors (just like in the picture). It wasn’t like the usual rainbow that has faint colors. The one I saw was very vivid, almost like a painting.

The dream made me think (and meditate) about rainbows.

Rainbow. It is the seal of God’s covenant to Noah. Like a signature to His promise. God is reminding me that all His promises to me are YES and AMEN, and I have Jesus as my guarantor for the promise. And though it tarries, I will wait for it. *hush, hush heart*

Rainbow. In, Revelation 3:4, it is written, “And He who was sitting was like a jasper stone and a sardius in appearance; and there was a rainbow around the throne, like an emerald in appearance.” And according to my usong bible, the rainbow which look like an emerald, pertains to the mercy of the Lord. Wow. The mercy of God, His goodness to take us out of our misery because of our disobedience. Grabe. :)

Rainbow. Colors. Different colors of grace. Different colors of God’s goodness to His people. Different colors of blessings and trials. All colors are needed for the grand canvas. :)

Oh.. how beautiful is the heart of my Jesus. :)

Friday, December 26, 2008

Myself


Well.. i was just surfing on the net (at around 5 in th
e afternoon) when i came across "www.blogger.com"
i'm already on facebook ( search for Saan Hototo )  and youtube. only a blog was missing lolz ^^"
hmm.. Im Sandeep (Zodiac sign: Horse) 18 old, from Mauritius. hmm.. i live with my parents. i believe i still need them!

i practice some photography. its really interesting. i believe everyone can do it. you just need a really open mind and to see beyond what your eyes are seeing.

i dont know what to say :S.. its really hot here. i txted my girlfriend in the morning. No news of her the whole day. i kept thinking of her. wondering what she's doing. i didnt want to misscall her nor text her. i wanted to see how far i can go and feel without her a whole day. Gezz.. its really "hard" not to text your love the whole day. wonder how she can do it. but i was able to keep myself busy (not for long). lol! 

*i'm missing her damn loadz!!* :(

i was alone the whole day when mum came at home at 3 in the afternoon and spoiled my mood =.= Sometime.. grr.. i'm not ready to talk to her properly. i'm short tempered with my parents. 

My Christmas Eve was preety good. i went to a Foam and Snow Beach Party at Flic En Flac! My parents allowed me since i was accompanied by some big cousins lol!... but on the Christmas day.. awesomly bad!! narrow minded people still live on this earth. i wont talk about it. 

i discovered a new band today.. i must say.. some bands (slow rocks) :D such as The Blakers, Blok Party, Doves, Duels and The Rakes :D. wow. i just love thier musics :) Great bands. Not commercial at all :) Discover more on Youtube! :) 

I think thats all got to say ^^

ohh.. yes i forgot....

Ohhh God i'm missing her :'(